Snowflake Challenge #6
Snowflake Challenge #5
Growing up, fandom was a true escape for me, and a way for me to actually make and keep friends. Sure they had to be kept secret when I was younger, but as I got older it proved to me that there was so much more than what was out there just right in front of me. I'm still friends with one of the people I met over 15 years ago, and I'm so thankful for him every single day. Fandom has been an outlet and a sanctuary for me for so long, I don't plan on ever getting out of it. I hope I'm posting about the cute band boys and cartoon yaoi that I like when I'm much further up in my years.
I've seen this sentiment expressed by many others as well, and I think it's really something special that we as humans, as creatures can come together and collaborate and hold hands over things like this. Makes me very emotional.
Snowflake Challenge #4
Since this is the start of a new year, this challenge will be e to set your own goals! Of course we can all make large or ambitious goals, remember that small and/or short goals are also good!
Fun! I do currently have a little list of things I’d like to do… now it’s just a matter of actually gettin em done…
here is my little list, nothing in order of importance or priority.
- Finish Johnimal zine
- Finish designing matching Linnell sticker to Flans Cowtown sticker.
- Get sample of Petri Dish Science Johns keychain and see if I’d like to make any changes.
- Finish 80s Johns sticker / shirt design
- Start designing and finish puppet johns + band stickers!! Decide whether or not to make them sphinxes/animals as well.
- save money to get the TOP LEVEL OF IFC THIS YEAR!!!!!
- have fun at the TMBG shows in March
- start driving again (already in motion, i start tentative driver focused lessons this Friday!!! im so happy i could cry.)
Snowflake Challenge #3
oh deaaaar…here we go. I actually don’t have many opinions like this except for one big one: It’s okay to like the popular thing. There have been times in the past, mostly when I was a moody teenager where I openly shunned things that were “ontrend” or in the now/ in the spotlight because I deemed myself far too INDIE and UNDERGROUND to be concerned with Rise of The Brave Tangled Dragons….even though I really wanted to be…
I really look back and shake my head at my more isolatory ways as a teenager, I missed out on a lot fun! These days I’m 100% more lax and just do whatever the hell I want, but I spent a lot of time fretting about not wanting to be into what “everybody else” was into. Fretted much too much about being different. Don’t knock something just because it’s popular grub Cyrano! It’s popular for a reason!! Take a bite of the cake, a lot of people love it!!
Of course this is all still subjective, but I am a lot less *turns my nose up* about things just because they’re popular or acclaimed or “hyped up” hehe….
Snowflake Challenge #2
In your own space, talk about your fannish origin story.
gosh… when have I NOT been in fandom spaces…? Thinking back hard on it now, I think my first foray into online spaces was in 2007?
I was a very active deviantArt user, and was on and off LJ though I often browsed LJ without an account. My very first fandoms were pokemon, happy tree friends, neopets, hetalia, vocaloid, soul eater, and just yaoi in general. My god the yaoi.
I was such a yaoi fiend as a grub, thinking back on it now makes me laugh a lot. I was always looking to rp or draw with people, and I remember spending a lot of time on websites like iscribble or sketchfu or like, flipnote hatena. I wish I still had any art from when I was a young deviantart user, but I had such a bad habit of deleting everything that it’s mostly all gone!
from deviantart I hopped to tumblr in 2008-09, and it quickly became my homebase so to speak for a very very long time. It was where my fandom experience really took off, just because it felt so easy to connect with other people, and I felt “cool” for finally having a blog which is what I would hear older people talk about online all the time, so I felt like part of the incrowd LOL!!!!!
sometimes i wonder about who I’d be if I wasn’t apart of fandom, and I truly do not think that me would have ever existed. I love being involved in things, I love being a member of a community, and I love meeting new friends and fans of the things I love.
it feels silly to say I’m grateful, but I really am.
Happy New Year! + Snowflake Challenge Day 1
it’s been a busy holiday season here at the airport, so I haven’t had a ton of downtime, but with everything slowing down soon expect to see me more!
Also, this year I’m going to try to do the Snowflake Challenge!

I’ve updated my Sticky, and plan on reorganizing my interests and updating my profile to match! I’ll post another update and to this post once I’m home from work today, as I have a lot to talk about!

